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Courting days
[Monday, 4th May, 1959] If it really does make you go blind, I’d better get myself a white stick, pronto. First thing in the morning, last thing at night. And every time I’m alone with Emma Jane. There’s no subtlety about it any more. I just get myself between her legs and rub myself off against her pubic bone. It’s a small price for her to pay for saying No, and by now she has come to expect it before we leave to take her home. I say “expect it” but by the state of her panties she needs it as much as I do. She moans and says Oh God and tells me she loves me. I’m hard now just thinking of it. And now during the day! I had to slink of to the gents at dinner-time to get rid of a hard-on which had last all morning. “For this relief much thanks.” I’d had to sit at my desk and avoid standing up. Even blushed every time one of the girls from the office brought me the file-copies. Imagined them saying, “Is that the stapler in your pocket, or are you just glad to see me.”
[Monday, 4th May, 1959] If it really does make you go blind, I’d better get myself a white stick, pronto. First thing in the morning, last thing at night. And every time I’m alone with Emma Jane. There’s no subtlety about it any more. I just get myself between her legs and rub myself off against her pubic bone. It’s a small price for her to pay for saying No, and by now she has come to expect it before we leave to take her home. I say “expect it” but by the state of her panties she needs it as much as I do. She moans and says Oh God and tells me she loves me. I’m hard now just thinking of it. And now during the day! I had to slink of to the gents at dinner-time to get rid of a hard-on which had last all morning. “For this relief much thanks.” I’d had to sit at my desk and avoid standing up. Even blushed every time one of the girls from the office brought me the file-copies. Imagined them saying, “Is that the stapler in your pocket, or are you just glad to see me.”
